
As a life force teacher, the world often uses the term martial art teacher, however most of the time none of either is being taught by men and women who are doing no more than stealing the money of those who consider themselves students as they hide, either through ignorance or purpose, the most important aspects of what it is they purport to teach...
But as a Life Force instructor, as Sesh, instructor, teacher in ancient Kamitic, I'm starting to understand that not only is there a reason that so much of what could and would change students inside and out a secret, but that perhaps the wisdom of the ancestors is timeless....
Thousands upon thousands of years later, Perhaps what was once kept secret should stay so.
Seems that my efforts as a teacher of one of the most incredible martial forms to ever grace the planet is nothing more than one cautionary tales after cautionary tales. With little worldly success. Imagine the unimaginable. That is what A Ra and its sports specific form Hawk allows the physical practitioner to do.
But it comes with a price. So costly that perhaps it is best not to have learned at all.
Perhaps the ancients were so right that there is no space between their right and wrong.
Secrets hidden and never revealed. Secrets guarded by the sentinels of hard work, and commitment to truth, to divine love.
Perhaps those of us who walk the rarely trodden roads of dedication to body, mind, spirit and God will never, ever be allowed to reveal...
to the lesser.
to the undeserving.
It is as if true internal strength has a hidden guardian. One which can not be beaten, which can never be defeated.
As if only God can.
And it stands there mocking every well meaning effort, until the master must return to the Sanctum Sanctorum, back away from the world and breathe in the nothing which serves as the foundation of One.
And contemplate another beginning.
or
the
end;
for the forces of chaos truly gain ascendancy during his absence. And perhaps such small success which the Great God allows, and there must be One,still, does not justify his absence.
There are greater struggles than this earthbound foolishness. Perhaps hungrier, if not more disciplined. Perhaps the one the Great God would allow success...
So that all will look upon the student and know...
Yet perhaps all are not to know.
Perhaps it is the child taught to move water by moving so little.
Perhaps the world will pass forever with out the secret of
Aunk
(life)
Seneb
(health)
Utcha
(strength)
Perhaps the world is not meant to learn that Nothing is the fountain of every thing which can be harness unto the greatest inner and outer strength..
Aunk
Seneb
Utcha
Understand that at the age of 44 I can sprint 6 sec. 60M.(run with out block) Train in low 8 sec. Mid 7 sec. without blocks. I can run 4.2, 4 flat 40 yards. All on track.
On grass I've run 2.3 20 yard with 20lb suit on. I've run 4.5 40 yard dash with 20lb suit after 2 hour practice.
And this was all this summer.
I can move 450lb on several Hammer Strength Machine at any point. And that was in the last week.
And that doesn't touch the miraculous.
My athletic students they learn, they grow. Beat supposedly better athletes consistently but are consistently denied audience in front of earthly bound arbiters of truth who could let them show the world.
And this doesn't touch the frustration of my non athletic students. Stronger than a world should know and losing to the strength every day, while some are lost never to return.
Here
Alone
in
this
Sanctum
Sanctorum,
Today I ponder some of the secrets of the universe and marvel at their beauty, their efficiency, their sufficiency, their simplicity and I wonder
Am
I
meant
to
be
the
one
who
would
be
the
one
to
reveal?
And
does
that
matter?
And
know
that
I would
truly
rather be
mastering
the
floating
without
stepping foot
in the world.